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confusion never ends
2004-10-05, 10:18 p.m.

I wish I could hide from my own words.I'm back to the regular me.I don't see myself going to oak park for the rest of this year,too much shit comes with it.A guy from my work goes to kelvin and it would be so embaracing to be all alone evry class and lunch and him seeing me being a loner but I guess its worthe it.I'm a deflating ballon the earth sucks the life out of me and i'm left here with all this complication.I want a boyfriend so badly I guess its because i think that then I would be happy like all my problems would dissapear.Not the case at all but still theres always hopefull thinking.Theres so much to run away fromand my only cover are my words which now seem to be bringing me down more than ever.My future is so unclear... so many decisions should i move back in with my dad go to p kelvin I guess the confusion never ends....

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