Today me steph and liz found a note and it was about how this girl cutt and was ashamed and was trying to cover it up.It made me cry>liderally went to the bathroom and bauled my eyes out.I knew how easily that could have been one of my notes.It upsets me so much hearing about people cutt because thinking that somone else out there has to go through that....speachless
I see my dreams and resolutions rapidly drifting further away from my grasp.
Today wasn't as horid a day I had prepared myself for.I went shopping after school with my mom and bought some new jeans since my fav pair wripped last week.I thought I was gonna have a test first thing and he put it off till 2moro so I guess thats good.Also I don't have work next saturday which is a first so i'm excited to do something with steph I miss her.
Liz ditched me at lunch for her boyfriend.Thats never happened to me before.It's really a slap in the face when you realize who you thought was your best friend isn't anymore and that you aren't going to be the one she calls when she gets upset because shes moved on to bigger,better things.And thats how it should be but it doesn't make it hurt any less.
I can't stand thinking things will change and watch them stay the same.
I'm not strong on my own.
I miss the person I wished I could be.I miss wishing at all.